went on tp website to search for past year papers. i found them. and i almost died of shock. the questions are freaking difficult! omgawd how am i going to study?! marketing questions were like 20 marks per question! there's 25marks/qn too!! arrgghhh.
essential graphics seems much much harder than i thought it will be. grrr.

top: one of the photos from gackt's subarashiki jinsei 2 photobook.
sometimes when you think about it, it's really strange. gackt's photos in these books are so fake and studio shots. like the old-fashioned kind of photography. such a huge contrast to JE photos. his background is just plain colour with his shadow. well, of course he looks great but the era for this kind of photos has passed isn't it? (-.-)""
for a person this stylish and cool and you have these kind of photos. omou shiroii ne... they just can't really seem to mix but yet it doesn't change/damage his image but instead, gives him a more fantasy like feeling.

watched a clip of him on a 'date' with tsuyoshi. super cute. gackt's bodyguards are just scary. such big sized guys and six of them for one gackt!! sugoii~ and they were walking down a road in harujuku and soon a huge crowd of like 850 people followed them. gackt gave his banana-choco crepe to a fan following them!!! [since he doesn't eat such stuff] lucky lucky her. lucky lucky crowd! to see gackt and tsuyoshi on the streets.
the clip is great. and the best part is that it has subs! never mind the fact that it's in 2003.. -.-

top: one of his more recent pics. [should be quite recent]

he's drop dead gorgeous isn't he?! even though this style might be a bit off now, but he always goes his own path ne... apart from the trends of the human world. [and yes, i think he is not human] reading his jihaku made me feel he is so so special and too fantasizable. ^^

i had a funny dream yesterday. i dreamt i got pregnant. and i think, it's gackt's. whahah!! but in the dream he said he didn't want to acknowledge him [the baby was somehow known to be a boy even though i haven't reached the stage where my tummy swelled up]. well, him not wanting the child goes in line with the fact that he said he didn't want to have kids - he pity the child who would have his genes.
and my fingers were swelling in the dream. what a real pregnancy... ^^

i'm d/ling evil eye vhs now. yay!! hopefully ysi don't hang on me. hyde performed in MS recently with nakashima mika. she can't sing. waste hyde's wonderful song. hyde looked super great. cho genki. he loves playing guitar na...