the crimson evening sky...

i bought a new bag!! finally. but it is really pretty you know. black with orangey-yellow sewn on design. it is supposed to be a japanese brand but i think the sales cheated me. after i got home, i studied the design and the brand name 'MCJH' and found out.... it is actually the chinese initials of the designer (-_-)" see jap names has four characters normally right and when you read it in chinese and take the first letter from each character ta-da the four letter initial. so 'MCJH' it is. right so i was cheated. but still it is a really pretty bag so it's ok.

kbox was great!! (^.^) i sang many canto songs. now i've really lost touch with chinese pop. and am listening to canto songs EVERYDAY. well i like jap too but canto pop is getting quite good. even though hongkong singers can't sing live AT ALL. gosh. hk singers were singing at a award presentation the other day and so happens jay chou, mayday, show and nan quan mama was there. so in comparison, hk singers' live suck. except for some like hacken and some others...
ok back to kbox. arlene sylvia val and me. val came late and stay for quite short cos she and syl had to help do some ushering somewhere. then i was arlene and kaman time! sang sang sang. oh ya! presents from arlene!! oooo... so nice~ love ya girl!

church chalet was quite good. cos i went late, all the food and games were over. and they started cell group when i arrived. and celebrated pohfang and yenling's birthday. and guess what... mel bought something for me!! ooo.. so sweet. that girl always have something for me. hee.

need to choose elective and cds in 2 minutes time...

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

music station super live
6:33 PM

kattun might be banned from MS!!! oh no!!
saw this rumor in IT, they said that it was due to the over-provocative dance in MS super live. and according to some, it's also jin's middle finger. the middle finger part i'm not sure cos i didn't notice it, but the dance?! it was really more sekushi than usual, but that is kattun's selling point now isn't it?? and it's a bit yaoi. what do you expect right? they have to be all sexy and hot and since they are all guys, it has got to be yaoi.

so far, i've watched kattun, shuji & akira and l'arc-en-ciel's performance on MS superlive and ALL of them seemed very high. so they all did things that were a bit different. hyde was lying on the floor singing, and even yamap had a bit ero-ness in his dance. yamap usually doesn't do that ya, he is like the genki style - the 'newS' image. so ya. everyone was behaving slightly differently. it must be the christmas thing. so everyone's so high, kattun was also high so their dance was a bit too hot for MS. if it was their concert, i'm sure it'll be ok.

and the sun-glasses old man is tamori-san not tomoki-san. hahah~ the 4 from laruku imitated tamori-san's way of holding the microphone. so cute!! even tamori-san didn't notice that he held mics this way.

i hope the ban thing is just a rumor. i wonder who banned them.. johnny-san? or tamori-san? both are powerful characters in japan's entertainment industry and they can do anything to anyone.. johnny-san should know the stuff kattun has been doing all these while - all the ero-ness - so why would he ban them from MS for this? but then, tamori-san didn't seem displeased during the interview after kattun's medley. and i'm sure tamori-san likes kame alot just like he likes kinki kids.

gotta go.. running late

kattun rabu
2:54 PM

kattun is definitely going the really more mature and provocative image, in other words -- SEXY (^o^) oooo~ the music station superlive performance was soooo hot~! esp jin, of course esp jin. he is becoming his old self again i guess, but still not as flirty as before (^.^)" that action of his was just sooooooo soooooo provocative! and kame is getting all the limelight now and seems like the rest are kinda neglected and it's clear that jin is pissed because of this. the MS host the old man with sunglasses, tomoki-san [i think] kept talking about shuji & akira when it was 'kattun talk' so the others had nothing to say. seems like he really likes kame.. not that it's bad that i get to see so much of kame, but i pity the others (. _.)

going out with mel later. shopping!! (^.^)v

i'm really sick of those people who are out to take advantage of you. they don't talk to you or what so ever but when it comes to something they want to know or benefit from, they will suddenly be so nice to you. superficial freaks.
urgh. spoils my mood talking about them (~.~)

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

laziness...
12:25 AM

during holidays, i seldom blog cos there's no assignments. hahaha (^.^) without work, i'll either be maple-ing or doing something else so there's no time for blog. ok nevermind, i'm just extra lazy during holidays (. _.)"

was supposed to go out on christmas night with denise and the others but i was too tired. went to city harvest church's celebrations that morning and came home at 3+ and i played maple and slept at like 5+. so since we had to meet at 7 or 8, i didnt go cos i only woke at 8+ when dad called. but i am not a irresponsible girl ok, i told denise i'll not be going before i slept. hahah (^o^)

the city harvest thing was fun. the drama was super hilarious!! made a few new friends there.. they are having a cell group chalet on thurs, which is my kbox day with arlene and the others! should i go for the chalet at night?? hmm... i'm still kinda undecided if i should become a christian at chc. maybe it's because i'm more used to catholic practices, it's a bit strange there. perhaps i should go to a catholic church. or perhaps just remain a free thinker and not be saved [in chc's pastor's words (-_-)"]

i feel like baking cocktail bun! but i lost my recipe!!! and the website is not there anymore!!! (>o<)

Saturday, December 24, 2005

maple
1:00 AM

maple is fun! i can't believe it.
at level 11 now. and i almost got killed by a pig!! hahaha

have you visited the elizabethtown website? it's lovely. the music is great and the movie seems good too. of cos orlando bloom is hot (^.^) they showed it in october in the states! and it's already 24 dec here... when are they gonna show it?? orrr..... they showed it without me knowing. hmmm... (-_-)

i'm having a sore throat. had to drink the salty kumquat water (>.<)

bye.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

holidays finally!!
11:01 AM

woohoo~ holidays are here! (^o^)v
went shopping the last two days. bought 2 tees, a dress and a pair of shoes! that dress is so lovely i tell you. dark brown with blue and white flower prints. quite retro feel. and the shoes are pretty too. red boxing-like shoes.
i am still undedcided of i should get the egl dress. if i get it, i would wear but not often cos it's not like go school kind of clothes. only for special ocassions... i reallylike those dresses, so gorgeous but it's also kinda ex. how???

i'm starting to play maplestory. omg. i don't know why i want to play. but i just set up my own account yesterday. and i at level 5 now. so pathetic. i wanna be a magician! hahaha

maybe i should work on a new blog layout during this break (^.^)

Sunday, December 18, 2005

rabu rabu time
8:43 PM

whoever: now it's kaman fangirl rabu-rabu time again!! (^.^) and you have your host.... kaman!! *clap*
kaman: thank you thank you. let's see who we have for today.
first, we have..... *drum roll* gakuto san!! he went on a few radio shows and is still very busy with his diabolos concert. he'll be busy till christmas eve and that is 6 days from now!
here's him on i-can't-remember-which radio show with the dj.

what's with the head being so close?!!! #$*%& anyway, this female dj said that gakkun is very gentlemanly. if i interpreted correctly from the diary that is (. _.). but well, of course gakkun is very gentlemanly. very very gentlemanly.
and gakkun's hair is getting really pretty now. as you can see here:

he no longer has those cornrows nor curls. yay! \(^.^)/ the cornrows were hot though. straight smooth hair tied in a ponytail = absolute hotness nonetheless. hee.
but this just struck me yesterday, if i ever see a guy with such hair in hmm.. perhaps TP i would be totally grossed out. but on dear gakkun, it's just so kakkoii isn't it?! *rabu rabu* all the rabu-ness again.. but see it's rabu-rabu time so it's ok to rabu-rabu (^3^)

now we have.. miyavi-san!
i'm not sure why i put him on my program though. anyway he was on radio and it happened to be the same radio show that gakkun went, so i came across a photo of him.

miyavi is the one on the right. right, you should be able to tell. he's a cutie, totally havoc wreaking kind of cutie. and check out his tattoos. although only a slight bit can be seen here. can you spot it? it's just below his neck.
ok miyavi's part is over.

lets go to arashi!
i dreamt of them yesterday!! or perhaps this morning. i can only vaguely remember but i was playing with them - some sort of vegetable fight. yup you heard correctly. it's vegetable fight, with cabbages, broccoli and stuff. the only thing i remember really well is that.... i was hitting o-chan on the head with a broccoli!! whahah!
we are coming to the end of kaman fangirl rabu-rabu time... hope you all enjoyed it!!
and stay tuned for another exciting episode of kaman fangirl rabu-rabu time!!
date of broadcast: to be confirmed.

jya mata~ (^o^)

Saturday, December 17, 2005

damn WTO
11:53 PM

got extremely depressed after watching the hk news.
seeing hk experiencing this kind of rioting situations, i really felt like crying. really. tears just welled up when i saw all the craziness over there.
the bloody rioters attempted pushing over a police van, pulled down a 3 metre high metal railing and dumped it into the sea, sprayed slogans on the police's transparent shields, injured policemen, threw ladders at the police and did so many things that i thought would never happen to hk.

wth. those korean rioters are really too much. what 'abiding to hk's laws', what 'clearing their mess on one of the days after riots'. they are all crap!! they try to get into the good books of hongkongers and then come up with all these shit. they broke past one of the police wall, and rushed like headless dogs to another part nearer the WTO place, not giving a damn to the traffic and passerbys. wth! i wish the cars rammed over them.
the pepper spray, the forceful fire-fighting water pillars, the hitting and banging. god, what the hell is happening?! typing this makes me wanna cry all over again.

this is already very traumatic for me - someone who was born in hk and only lived there for barely 5 years. what more for those who have lived there all the while?! although we see riots and protests every day in the news, i never once thought that it would happen to hk. just watching it through television already affected me so much, what about those in hk? those who witnessed them? or worst, those who were part of them?

these protesters have the rights to voice their thoughts on WTO. in fact i agree with them going on protest even. but they are becoming rioters. and rioters are just not okay. you go to a foriegn country, mess up everything there just to make your point heard, pat your ass and leave. how irresponsible is that?!

i am really pissed and depressed.

Friday, December 16, 2005

last day of sem 2 term 1
6:44 PM

thought that i should blog before starting studying boring journalism.
it's the last day of sem 2 term 1 today!! bansai~ \(^o^)/ it's a super fast term ne...

anyways during per com tut today, there was this activity we got to do and a few situations were given. and in one of them, there was someone named Ms Sally Ho! what a coincidence!! that Sally Ho in the situation is a mean supervisor. whahah~ hmm... talking about sally ho, i've not seen her since a long long time ago!! we got to go out someday! (^.^) and all the gifts she owe me. tsk tsk. lol

actually i got to renew my passport tomorrow but since there's make up lec for per com, i cant go with them [my family that is...]! either i do it online or next week. but it's still a different issue date from the rest of them. see, i'm so special. whahah~

mum suggest i go to private specialists for my back instead of waiting for SGH. hmmm... kinda ex you know. i would rather put that sum to better use. [like shopping and stuff XP]

Thursday, December 15, 2005

ganbaru sa!
9:36 PM

tests are coming! ganbarimasu! osh~ (^o^) must get all the fighting power out!
hai` ganbatte!! [for 2 days... (-.-)"]

just bought a tub of sara lee cookies and creme ice cream! yum (^3^) it will be my motivation to study. whahah. and i haven't started at all..

the jap test today was pretty ok. but i was sooo undecided for one question and kept changing till the very last minute. so unlike me. lol

i can't believe this term past soooo quickly. blink blink and it's over. but this term has been really happy! i'm becoming more and more 'myself' in school! hee.. that's a big step for me u know..

i am getting addicted to ice cream all over again.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

boo
11:20 PM

do you like bird nest? i don't. it taste weird.
i've never liked bird nest but then i decided to give it another chance just now. and it turned out the same bad way. when it was hot from the pot, it was ok. but when i left it aside until it was cold, it's kinda gross. urgh..
but for the sake of it's benefits.... i might have another bowl. whahah!

went to polyclinic today for my back problem. and then i found out i could have just called up SGH. right (-_-)... anyway, the doctor asked the nurse to get the earliest appointment for me, and it is.... feb 28 next year. how early is that!

tjan nad and me had lunch at engine today. it's my first time at engine canteen since i got here. the food is as bad as everyone says. lol. i had pasta with grilled chicken. the pasta was too hard, the sauce too sweet and the chicken too salty. i can cook waaaaaaaayy better food i tell you.

i am having mood swings these few days. very severe especially at home. i got irritated at sooo much stuff when everyone's in. i was feeling so happy in the day and evening... until they all came back home. i got really irritated until now... cos i'm alone here now.
the same for yesterday, i was extremely frustrated with sis. so angry that i cried. she always fusses up over the tiniest childish matters. i felt like screaming in her face! (>o<) grrr...

and guess what, nad and i were frustrated with family members over the same thing -- laundry!
whahah~

Monday, December 12, 2005

so sweet!
11:45 PM

mel is such a sweet sweet friend!! she gave me a forever friend bear today! for no reason! (^.^) thanks so much my dear~ (^3^) the bear is sooo cute~ it has a pink scarf!! kawaii (^o^)!!

finally done ALL my work!! yay~ (^.^)v
now i can go orchard tmr to get the magazine stella reserved for me. and i need to go to the doctor and dentist. oh no...

*yawn* i really feel like going for the poiseimage workshop thing. but no one go with me!! mel might be going but then need 4-6 persons to form a group so that can organise that workshop. boo. it should be quite fun learning how to dress better ne... who wants to go with me??

i'm tired. and sch starts at 8 tmr. urgh

culli paf
12:06 AM

culli paf culli paaf~~ culli paf culli paaf~
there was a man on bicycles downstairs yesterday night selling curry puffs! and he went culli paf~ culli paaf~ hahah! i was sooo tempted to buy! but the thought of the trouble of walking down and up at like 11+ pm stopped me. me and sis thought of getting a basket or string and throwing down so he could put some currypuffs for us ^o^ how i wish we are in the past, living in short short flats which only have 3 stories.

yay~ finished part of my assignments. left with journalism and got to stick the photos on the black boards. the photos are all curling up! >.< need to press them flat... hmmm.
i can't wait for term tests to be all over and i can have my 13 days of holiday!! [i only have 2 papers u know (^.^)v]

i just love receiving calls on my phone. hahah~ my phone is like for deco sometimes you know.. and sms only. oooo and stella called! she's gonna reserve myojo jan for me!! yay! she said kame and yamap looked really really kakkoii there desuyo~

btw, there'll be a kino coupon in the papers today [12 dec...]
how i know? i can predict the future~ (#.#)
jya`

Friday, December 09, 2005

tired tired friday
11:50 PM

i am so tired!! *stretch* what a week.. and there's still work waiting for me! urgh.

went for aquafire party today. was kinda boring cos it's a SIA service buzz cum aquafire party. i don't know why i'm invited as well. the stewards, stewardess and those management people just mingled and talked and i'm like so out of place. i became babysitter for daryl's two daughters (-_-)" the elder daughter, shermain, really talks like an elder sister - wanna act grown up kind. hahah. clara is really sweet. and omg i feel so old can! shermain is 10 and clara is 8 and the little jiahong [ryan? i can't remember..] is just 1 year old. he grown sooo much!! kawaii chubby baby!! (^.^)
you know air stewardess and stewards are really different from the norm. they came to the shabby office in such glam dresses and ate potato and tapioca chips with basil dips and god-knows-what dips and drinks perrier. hahaha. oh and adrian edited all the NG shots from service buzz throughout the past 5 years and made into one whole vid. and there was my sandwich spoiling a scene! whahah~ damn funny.

went to develop 8R prints at penisula plaza just now. collecting tmr. really pray it's gonna be alright. i have no time to re-do at all.

i am so tired. i think i'll just sleep now and leave all the work for tmr.
oyasumi

Thursday, December 08, 2005

here i am
1:19 AM

yucks!!! there's soooo many flying small bugs!! so gross! and they just like to gather around me all the time. arghhhh~ these are the typical before-rain bugs. irritating.

huimin gave me a chicken pooh yesterday!! the one from the capsule thing (^.^) so sweet of her~ that chicken is part of another collection of the animal pooh thing. it's different from the squirrel one i got that day. but both series are as cute!!

working sooo many late nights these days. getting heaty... must drink liang teh. it works well for me and tones down the pimple eruption during these kind of work-rush times of the term (^o^) who hasn't had any raise your hands! i'll get jia jia liang teh for you tomorrow.

the rain is so heavy.

oh no, i'm getting hungry. better sleep better i am tempted to snack.
jya~

Monday, December 05, 2005

pooh is attached
11:32 PM

winnie the pooh found his honey pot.. (>.<) what sad news. and i knew it first thing in the morning T_T but i saw him many times today though. before and after school. after school was a long time i tell you. he was practically parading in front of me. but of course he was waiting for his girl. tjan saw him and her holding hands. so it double confirmed what i saw in the morning.
i'm depressed. but he'll still be my eye candy pooh~ ^.^ i don't know him personally anyway.

went for dental today. this time it is 3 cavities. omg. filled one today so i need to go back for another treatment to fill the other 2. luckily it wasn't painful. but the service was horrible. i waited for half an hour before i got my bill. and she wasn't apologetic. wth.

i hate doing journals.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

funny
11:57 PM

the songs by i love u boy'z are just sooo funny!! their first album had songs to the tune of popular eeg [the hk music company...] songs and the lyrics are rewritten to extremely hilarious stuff. but still, only hongkong cantonese people can understand.... i think. their songs can somewhat represent hongkong. i dont know why but i really like songs that have that local flavour. ok maybe only for hongkong. [i would not like a singlish song >.<]

oh no. got to go to the dentist tomorrow. i'm really scared to go to the dentist. it's bad news everytime. i think i might have cavities again... (. _.)

i should be doing my work now..

Friday, December 02, 2005

reflect on common sense
11:36 PM

i am so irritated! (>.<);; when would i ever start on my bloody assignments?! grrr... i just can't get into the mood! no matter which subject it is, i just can do anything at all!!! *scream*
per com basically taught things that anyone with common sense would know. so we are supposed to reflect on common sense and 2 whole journal entries on it! and each is like 2-3 pages long!! how the hell am i supposed to do it?! the other journal entry would be a cover letter which i will start tomorrow when i get the papers.

i hate songs which are not here not there!! urgh. what i mean is those songs with mandarin and cantonese together. they are simply disgusting. i just heard a cantonese song with a mandarin chorus, how strange is that?
what a crossover (-o-)"

ok i just want to rant

end of the week
9:36 PM

it's finally friday. can take a slight rest. but it'll be homework battle this weekend (T_T) sis is going to chalet tonight till sunday so i have more time to concentrate on work... i think. mum wanna go tampines tmr with me to check out that mango jacket she was talking about. it might be good for presentation she say. and so we might do a bit of shopping you know... (^.^)

there's no news from mise. i think there's no hope for the job. oh nevermind...

i wanna listen to 903 but dad is listening to rthk ch 2. hai~

Thursday, December 01, 2005

great phototaking trip
1:41 AM

our great phototaking trip was fabulous!! we had such a super great time!! although i'm like dead tired now... but i had sooo much fun!!! tjan and me went to the airport after lect and snapped alot. then met nad and zhengying at raffles [in which i got lost trying to find the UOB plaza (-_-)] all of us were liking laughing and laughing and really had a fantastic time. i want another trip again!! it's a whole whole load of fun.

i made the right choice by going for lect today. guess who i saw?? winnie the pooh!!! yay (^o^) you don't know how happy i was when i saw him. ever since the hols i haven't saw him once since he is away for SIP this sem (T_T) he looks as cute as always (^.^) usually during lect i would just yawn and sleep but i was sooo awake today thinking of... hahaha~
after dinner at marina with them, we went pass a capsule station shop. and i got a squirrel winnie the pooh! it is sooo super kawaii!!! pooh looks like he's been catapulted - with hands at the side. it looks like superman if it had and 'S' on his shirt! [and that 'S' would have double meaning] ok i'm going crazy... *breathe in breathe out* it is really damn cute! it's now hanging from my phone~

oh ya.. i took 192 photos today. luckily i used digital (^.^)