This period now is definitely without a doubt the busiest time in my entire life.
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!!!
But I wouldn't call it stress, I guess. It's just the overwhelming of stuff waiting for me to do, it's terrifying. I feel like just throwing my arms up in the air and give up on everything single thing. I don't want to think about them. I don't want to dream about editing. I don't want to do decide on which university to go to. I don't want to even think of revising law for exams. I don't want to churn out a 30-page script. I don't want to wake up early every morning. I don't want to spend weekends slaving through school related shit.
I just want to sleep.
Monday, January 28, 2008
someone ring me please
12:07 AM
12:07 AM
I want new ringtones!!!! Have been searching forever and it's always either the links are not working or the ringtones are not really nice. BOOO!
I want the ringtone from papa to musume!!!!
Let's see what's planned out for the coming holidays:
CNY 5 days
(It's actually half day on wed so that means it's a day off and therefore plus the other 4 days. it makes FIVE days!!!! YATTAAA!!! But dammit I should have planned a trip or smtg.)
Wed = Reunion dinner
Thu = First day of new year, visiting?
Fri = Second day of new year, majhong?
Sat = Mum and Dad flies to HK.. from T3!!! Must send them off and see the new terminal! Sis and I plan for pizza hut delivery that night.
Sun = Pasta mania lunch delivery!
After exams' god knows how many days, weeks, months holiday!!! (^o^)
Cycling.
Picnic.
Camping?
Swimming.
Chalet.
Shopping.
Clearing the mess in my room.
Format my lappie.
Get everything organised as much as possible.
Great plans drawn up and I hope they can all be achieved!!
Out of sight; but not out of mind (V_V)
Sunday, January 27, 2008
it's so not worth it
1:11 AM
1:11 AM
Company politics are one of the worst things to get involved in.
Just by listening, it made me think that the working world consists of pure evil. E-V-I-L.
Very bad, very bad.
(I just realized that blogger comes with spell check too! Oooh la la~ I think spell check is one of the greatest inventions)
Does listening to all sides of the story really give you a better view and a better judgment?
I dread filming now cos I tend to feel really faint and giddy. Well, it's more of I dread every single day cos I think I will just black out any minute. Walking while feeling all giddy is seriously no joke. (Though I used to think it's rather fun... -__-)
Saturday, January 26, 2008
good isn't it?
12:39 AM
12:39 AM
I've been in a relatively good mood for the past 2 days I would say. And that, is quite a miracle given the current status. Due to shit from all over, I've been rather short tempered for as long as I could remember.
Let's just pray this can last long. Being happy and cheery makes things so much easier to handle, and days easier to pass as well. I wonder if 'happy pills' really exist in the world. That will make the world a better place.
There are still kind people around. Like the nice lady who helped me with the dammit heavy and bulky tripod and the bus uncle who stopped before the bridge of sentosa even though he should not do that.
Little things like these are so heartwarming.
The whole world is addicted to dictionary.com!!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
one month... ONE MONTH!
9:18 PM
9:18 PM
Exactly one month from now, we're officially over and done with CMM. I have yet to feel emo cos all that's in my mind now is CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! and that's in 2 weeks! I'm not looking forward to the ang paos but more of the 4-day break. Finally we can all get some rest!!! By then, script is over and there's only ATV corp vid which nothing can be done during those 4 days cos studios will be closed. YATTAAA~~~ \(^o^)/
And I pray for GOOD HEALTH for our whole group.
It's is so important, really.
Monday, January 21, 2008
exercise is good for you
12:40 AM
12:40 AM
LETS GO CYCLING AGAIN SOMETIME!
Although today was for filming, but cycling's really good!! The sky was terrific today (excluding the dark clouds which came chasing after us...) and it's just fantastic being outside, breathing in the fresh air, get a bit of exercise in the middle of all this shit.
I felt like a freak with everyone looking at me doing my PTC and while we were filming at the walkway to the MRT at bedok. Hello it's just a camera!! Have you like not seen one in your whole life?! Although yes I look super weird in my mismatched outfit of a formal shirt with shorts and sneakers, but hey the camera's only gonna take a MCU! Who cares what's out of frame, like the small light from gloria's phone (LOL!)!
I miss you waaaay too much I know.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
why is it so??!
11:57 PM
11:57 PM
It's only been ...... 3 days?
Yet it's so torturous already! How can anyone be this controlled by another?!
I want it to go away. I don't want to keep on thinking. I don't want to peek only to be disappointed. I don't want others to control me.
Please make it all go away.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
back breaking work
11:55 PM
11:55 PM
Playing maple somehow gives me backaches.
And speaking of which, I'm into maple all over again. It's all sis's fault (>_<)
Filming today was unexpectedly GRRREAT! (although I won't want to be reminded of how bad it was in the morning... all that *dammit can i just die* feeling...)
Randy and Nic are soooo good in interviews. They must be all trained with all the publicity they are getting now. Sinema is a nice and friendly place naa~ Very good place to be at, so please show your support yo! Just like how Gloria got the membership too~
Lets all go for a screening soon! Who's up for it?
I like chrysanthemum tea and teh bing siu dai~ (^3^)
Friday, January 11, 2008
woah! sugoii!
10:29 PM
10:29 PM
Was looking thru the sinema website so as to prepare for BJ next week, and I saw this - the Dov Simens 2-day film school. That day when I saw that mail from sinema, I was already like.... eh? that name's familiar. Then now I realised that it is because I actually went for his crash course weekend film school before!! ZOMG. And that was in 2005 and it was sponsored by aquafire. omg omg omg. That thing is supposed to cost a friggin $395!! Oh man~ back then I was still a little girl with no idea of all the hoo ha about this dov simens. But I still have that 'acclaimed' bible from the course.
I remembered being bored to death though. And the scribblings in the 'bible' backed it up.
WOW. It's been 3 years.
i don't know why
9:57 PM
9:57 PM
I really didn't expect things to turn out this way.
When people don't click that means they just don't click? But it's nothing personal though. Let's just keep it work-based. I know we can.
Why am I slacking so much this sem? WHY?!
It's so bad I can't even get myself to buck up anymore. It's like... I just can't be bothered any longer. This is bad. Really bad.
And I was so naive to think that there are 4 in the group.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
yosh!
12:08 AM
12:08 AM
One down, one more to go!
Please can we not stay up overnight anymore?
Not that it is untolerable, it's just that I would like a bit more sleep.
I think I should just block you. I feel really made used of like this. Like hello, excuse me? Do I look like I know everything? *rolls eyes* Please look for other people to be your know-it-all.
Saturday, January 05, 2008
oh happy day!
11:49 PM
11:49 PM
Went k-ing with sis today after that waste-my-precious-beauty-sleep-time NTU thing. Sang till we lost our voices!!! LOL <33 Then we went shopping, walk around, ate kenny rogers for dinner, dessert at mos burger~
THE THINGS WE ENCOUNTERED TODAY WERE HILARIOUS!!! WE WERE LIKE LAUGHING EVERYWHERE WE WENT! I swear everyone thought we were crazy.
From the weird ah pek eating genki sushi and peeping over into kenny rogers so interested in our food, to singing CNY songs in the fitting room, the super kakkoii (dressing and hair wise... only) jap lookalike bengs who hummed to some 60's chinese song and one of theirs' first time eating at MOS burger, the ah-moh 蠟筆小新, then was the guy who bounced a taka shopping bag with a rubber band, a student reading 3500 years of buddhism intently on the train, ET phone home \\ //, a hole in the back of a guy's shirt.
OMG every every single thing was funny. We both were all red from laughing!! XDD
I bought some stuff (nvm that it was from john little -.-)!!! HAPPY DESU~~!!!
2 tops and a bra set~ (^3^)
THERE'S SALE EVERYWERE IT'S NOT FAIR!
One day of resting and recharing, it's back to work tmr!
Ganbarimasu~~ (^0^)9
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
dammit
8:45 PM
8:45 PM
WHY MUST ALL THESE BE HAPPENING AT THE SAME TIME??!
SCREW ATV I SAY.