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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

it's a beautiful day!!
11:09 PM

today was arlene day!! hahah.. spent half the day laughing with her, of cos the other half was school (-_-) i had a really really extremely fabulous time with her. it has been sucha very long time since i felt so happy and very 'myself'. as in really letting loose and saying everything and anything that i thought of - good stuffs, bad stuffs and mainly nonsense stuff. whahah~

we shopped a bit at marina, dear arlene bought my 'burst'day pressie [which i chose (^.^)] a nice orange and white bag and also a black flower brooch. the brooch will be ideal for my gothic lolita stuffs later. anyway we then walked and walked till 3.15pm for sushi buffet at sakae! the other customers would have thought we were crazy. we just kept laughing ever since we stepped in.. actually we were laughing since we met at the mrt. anyway in sakae, we tried to click on the other empty tables' mouse to order stuff. but mission failed. baa... arlene almost succeeded but she forgot to click the confirm button for the order basket!! hahahah~ we ate till we were sooo stuffed and left at ard 5.45pm. [the buffet was 3-6pm btw (6.6)] oh and there's a cute waiter there~ (o.o) he's just started working there i think. the manager bullied him!!

went to suntec for movie after that. 'just like heaven' was really sweet!
arlene bought a bag and i found lots and lots of capsule station!!! i finally got the pooh thing that i saw yesterday at cineplex!!! actually i got tigger at first then arlene persuaded me to turn another time. but it turned out to be eeyore. we opened them at this kiddy plastic table at the kids' play area beside the capsule stations. and this woman suddenly came forward and asked if i was short of any. so i told her i actually just turned twiced and i turned it just for pooh. and she told me she was short of eeyore and only eeyore. she then brought up like 4 or 5 other 'balls' and she had pooh!! immediately i asked if she wanted to exchange. and ta-da!!! yay~ \(^o^)/ how lucky can i get?!

we didn't eat dinner so i'm now muching down a whole punnet of strawberries. i am really on a diet. must perservere! ganbarimasu~
and oh, we saw alan at city hall mrt. what a coincidence (-_-)

the being 'myself' thing...
actually i am really enjoying poly and all the friends there now but somehow, i just can't really be 'myself'. it's not that i'm unnatural with poly friends. but just not so natural like with arlene they all. in school i'm usually quiet and that is totally not the normal me. but somehow i can't bring out that noisy side of me in school. it used to be so in secondary school. and it's the same now. i can't seem to overcome this difficultly over all these years. it's so hard for me to be 'me'.
but whenever i'm with a noisy or very lame/nonsensical person, i tend to be more 'myself'. like arlene and mel, they really helped bring out the real side of me.
it's a strange thing isn't it?

i had a truly wonderful day~ (^.^)v