i feel dead.
i'm totally zonked out. limp as a dead fish.

i feel like i'm in hawaii now. that ho-no-lu-luuuu song.

something really good happened on this dull exhausted day.
i saw HIM!! been long since last saw him..
it happened just after oh-so-booooring-and-sleepy BOE. we were outside the classroom waiting for denise k. just when i was about to space out again... he walked past at the oppsite side of the railings. like a flash of colour across my black and white mind. i was like a lightbulb suddenly switched on. and i got so alert. he looked really really cute in formal even without his blazer. blue top, black pants and shoes. the usual buisness outfit. then he turned left out of my sight. then i poked and poked denise and moved to the end of the railing (^-^) he peeked into one of the rooms and then walked back towards us. passed us and came to a sudden stop kinda beside us after looking at the tutorial room door and turned back and walked to where he came from and out of my sight again. i think he got lost looking for his class.
i don't know why i got so hyped up when i saw him. it was happier than usual.
now everyone knows that he is my new eye candy.

i am already torn into a million pieces.

and i can't accept the fact that i did book research in the library.