I just want to whine and complain.

I'm down with flu once again and that totally suck cos I can't breathe properly and can't function normally. Now is really the time where I can die but not fall sick. It is impossible to miss just one day of school because got to find another lesson to crash for makeup lesson which is actually impossible also and even if I just don't care and miss lessons, there'll bound be other things outside lesson waiting for me to accomplish.

The house is really messy and dirty but no one wants to even help clean it up. We'll all just wear slippers and pretend that the dust and dirt is non-exsistent. But now, it's a must to clear up cos I can't possibly just let people come in and leave with asthma after that.
Sometimes I wish I can be paralysed or that my back condition would be so bad that it will not allow me to do these wretched housework at all. Sometimes it's not that I don't want to clean the house but it's just that I am so caught up with more important things. Now that broadcast journals are done I finally have time to clear up the mess. I've just swept and mopped the floor but there is still a mountain of laundry to settle and my room is basically a pig sty which looks horrid. Can we just hire a maid? Whatever happened to our part-time cleaner?

I think my back is gonna shatter anytime soon. I should seriously get some physiotherapy going during the holidays.

I wish there can be someone who can give me that boost of encouragement I need.

I wish there can be someone who cares about my back and give me a nice massage.

I wish there can be someone who will give me that pat on my back for the effort I put into things I do.

I wish there can be someone who is willing to just listen to all my whining shit and agree with me.

I wish there can be someone who can give me a great big bear hug when I feel like crap, like now.

I need a robot boyfriend.

でも、もう少しだけ。頑張ります！！
There's only just 8 more days to the break, I just have to pull through and get that breather that I am so in need of.

I shall eat some ice cream since I'm depressed.