I QUIT!
Now I can count down to the days of freedom!!! 28 more days and I can say goodbye to everything that has been causing all the nightmares for the previous 6 weeks!!! It has been living hell ever since I took up her job, and got worst after I started at sinema. Not that sinema is bad, in fact it's very good, but I was really over estimating myself and the job when I agreed to work at sinema. So now, I'll be quitting the BAD job and continue with sinema for a while more and then end that too cos I have to recuperate and get ready for uni!
I'm still suffering from the toothache. But it turns out that I have NO WISDOM. Which is very very sad. It's actually a nerve infection of some sort. The dentist suggest I either get rid of that tooth or do a root canal treatment - whatever that is. But mum insists it is stress, heatiness and lack of rest. I'm beginning to believe it is. Cos after sufficient food and ample rest during the weekend, I feel so much better alr.
Talking about weekend, the past 2 days has been awesome. Long weekend due to vesak day so we decided to go to johor since the previous time was jeopardised by sis' expiring passport. It was such a bliss to be able to announce to all my bosses that I'M ON LEAVE!!! Although saturday morning was still spoilt by her messages but after that was pure relaxation which I hadn't had in a looooong while. Previously, every weekend/holiday I had, I kept thinking of work 24/7 but this 2 days I tried to blank out as much as possible. There were still times where I thought of work while shopping but then I made a conscious effort to think about something else, something happy and it worked!!! My brain could finally rest!!! It was a fabulous feeling.
I'm really glad for the trip and all the support from my family.
I long for time to do things I love, like cooking and baking.
I long for time to do things I don't like like packing my room and laundry.
I long for time at home.