And so, I'll be flying to the land of the kangaroos in about 13 hours.

I am extremely puzzled by my pre departure behaviour this time. Unlike last year, I am rather detached from everything and everyone. Not feeling anything, as though it's just another trip to somewhere. Not at all any special emotions of leaving, going to a totally foreign land, starting uni, being alone etc... I simply don't feel anything!! And really, because I'm not feeling about the trip, I am hopelessly unprepared. I don't have a clue of what to expect for the course, the uni and the place. My luggage is so badly packed!! It should be certain that I missed out stuff. My room is still in a huge mess and it's gonna stay that way for at least another 4 months - until I'm back.

The plan for now is that I come back during december and then go back to HK for a holiday. Feel like spending christmas in HK this year... At least it's cold and there'll be lights!!

The things I think of now are absolutely not the things I should think of right now, at this moment, in this situation.