ONE-WEEK MID SEM BREAK OFFICIALLY STARTS TODAY!
YAY!! Although I know that I have to finish 2 essays by the end of the break, but still, not having to be forced to school because of tuts is pure bliss. It's getting so extremely difficult to wake up in the mornings. I wonder how you can get drunk, then sleep only at 2am and then wake up in time for work and the cycle goes on for almost a week!! I wish I had that determination. Rainy weather + lack of sleep makes it absolutely impossible to wake up srsly.
There was a power trip this morning. Couldnt blow dry my hair and so was out in the freezing wind with wet hair which made it so much colder. bleh. Signed up for the Penguin island tour with Liying and her friend today. Really looking forward to it!! Can go out, mix with people, sightsee and relaxxxx~ AWESOME.
The infection from my right eye leaped over to my left eye. The right got better, though still swollen, and now it's my left eye's turn to torture me. I wonder why this always happens.
Sometimes, I wish I can really move out but then I'll think about it and then become reluctant again. And now that dad wants me to stay put, it seems like moving out is still far far awayyyy. But really, am I immature to want to move out? Yes I know I need to learn to live with people and stuff but.... is learning to 'grow up' more important than being happy? Of course if we live alone there'll still be problems which we cant foresee at this moment, but it should be much better than the situation here isnt it? On the other hand, it's really comfy here - my room, the blanket, the bathroom, the suburb. Gahhh such a dilemma.
Was looking through our old photos last night till like 2am. I miss everyone so badly. The photos date all the way back to 2006! Silly poly cam whore photos, travels, visits and all. So much love in them. Then I read the 'blog' that I used to type at work during internship, everything just came flashing back. It's been such a journey, frm looking like siao gina to now, although we might still look very much like that, but at least so different, and different as in good different. It's fantastic.