So now I can finally pop my little bottle of imaginary champagne and celebrate with all my imaginary friends! and without that huge load of stress, I've been rather high for the past 33 hours or so. YIPPEEEE!! freedom never felt better. This one sem of uni life seemed to have compressed my entire 13 years of schooling life's worth of stress into 4 months. I have no idea why but it seems like I have so much difficulty coping with this whole uni thing. But nevermind, I am gonna reformat my brain during the next 2 months and try to reorganise myself when school starts again next year. Though I cant do what I really love doing but having an online-drama-watching marathon and shopping is a good enough compensation for now. Retail therapy is still currently my most effective type of therapy for whatever.

Last night got me thinking about things again, those things that haunt me over and over again. I just dont know what to do. Dear God, please pity me with some courage so I can maybe deal with all these emotions.