I am so restless recently. It's like no matter how many hours I sleep, I'm still lethargic. Maybe it's the imaginary stress, maybe it's the whole shifting thing, maybe it's the lack of social life, maybe it's the weather. I just feel so weird and displaced somehow.
Anyhow, I've been spending out of my mind crazy. Like how I suddenly felt the urge for lunch at arirrang and spent a ridiculous 17 bucks on kimchi soup. And also the drinks and the shirts and stuff. I know I shouldn't be spending but my brain just stops functioning when i actually spend the money! And for sure, there's gonna be a whole load of spending coming up - setting up costs at the new place. Sometimes for a while there, I doubt my choice. Like why do I really want to downsize to a less furnished place and might even end up spending more? But a part of me will argue that it's actually the independence and freedom and convenience i'm after. I suppose that's how uncertainty gets the better of me eh. Oh wells, i have to keep convincing myself that this is the right choice and i should believe in myself for making it.
It was ANZAC yesterday. The wonderful rare public holiday that even uni students can enjoy. Though tmr's the actual holiday, anzac was yesterday. On the way to uni, i caught part of the anzac hype in the city! it was awesome, the hot guys in uniform omg! hahaha tons of servicemen were getting ready for the parade and streets were closed for people to sit by the roads and wave flags as the parade went by. Though i couldnt catch the parade, it was great to experience part of it. Stupid group meeting. I swear i will go for it next year. And oh! I got an aussie flag too (and tons of aussie government post it and pens)! These people are so patriotic.
Winter's coming, sky is getting dark early, winds are blasting.
And the season is bringing in all the gloom with it as well.
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