Group study is really really really not my kinda study method. I actually knew this from long ago. I so shouldn't have agreed to be in this thing. Though it forced me to start studying. But that's not the way I should study! I can't even get anything into my brain. Anyways, it's about time I start to study full speed. 3 more days to paper! 4 more topics to go! Fighto!
There's so many things going through my head recently. It's like, I know I'm not supposed to view things from this perspective but I can't help it. The way I think about things seems wrong, childish, and immoral somehow, and therefore it seems like I can't share it with others cos one is not even supposed to think this sort of things! How I wish there can be a non-judgemental person out there who will listen to my frustrations. Or maybe someone who can advise me and rationalise my thoughts for me. Arghh. Agony!!